Time time again

they feel longer than they lived
they keep me going still
sometimes the only fix
feels burrowed from someone's wit
some bubbly girl in her bubble
who lived them like a wish
as she hears her name
by a dear voice
her gut melts
a storm of butterflies

a spring of memories
we travelled in
from the past
hope they fade away
hope they always stay
hope they melt my gut again
hope they never repeat
hope it's a lucid dream
to get lost and walk through
hope I find my peace in it
the day I can let go