hope it won't take forever

two decades
millions of thoughts drowning in self doubt
two decades
thousands of hate words I said to myself
two decades
hundreds of days to unlearn to hate me
two decades
five people who knows who I wanna be
two decades
one life to hate which's mine right now
two decades
zero reasons to hate who I was
two decades
infinite ways to love who I am
how much longer
to connect the life I want
to myself...

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